Signs

Dear Baby,

I try not to be overly superstitious, but I do believe in signs sometimes.  There used to be signs up at the Kabbalah Center that said, "It's a sign."  When I started dating your Daddy and I was nervous because things started getting serious, the Kabbalah Center changed their sign - for the first time since I'd moved to LA several years earlier - to one that said, "You deserve good things."  I took that as a good sign.

When your Daddy proposed to me, he had one extra surprise for me - when we got back into his car after I'd said "yes," he had the song "Don't Stop Believing" cued up on the CD player.  Well, after this last IUI, when I got back into my car to go to work, that was the song on the radio.  I called your Daddy and told him I thought that was a good sign.

Today is 10dpiui (days post-IUI).  I took a pregnancy test this morning and it was negative, but 10 days is a little early.  I fell asleep for a little bit this afternoon and dreamed I took another pregnancy test, and it was positive.  I'm hoping that's a good sign, too.

Love,
the infertile turtle who hopes you're sending these signs to tell me, "Mommy, I'm on my way!"