Monday, December 23, 2013

Hoping against hope

Dear  Baby,

You just might possibly exist. For the first time, I had a positive pregnancy test. The second line was super-faint, but Daddy could see it too, so it wasn't just wishful thinking or hallucination on my part. On the infertility forums, they call pregnancy test results BFP or BFN - for "Big Fat Positive/Negative." I'm calling this one an "LFP" - because it's little.   But hopefully the line will get darker, and the blood test results will be good, and maybe - just maybe - you are on your way to us.

Love,
the infertile turtle who already loves you more than life, and hopes against hope to be your Mommy

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