Dear Munchkin,
It's less than 12 hours until my first ultrasound as pregnant lady. G-d-willing, we will get our first glimpse of you. Please, please, please be healthy. Be growing. Be strong. Your Daddy and I are so excited, and I am so terrified that something will be wrong. We both love you so much already. It's mind-boggling to know that we'll love you even more with each passing day.
I find myself shaking with fear over what the outcome of tomorrow's doctor visit will be. I'm afraid to let myself imagine a positive outcome. I've only just gotten you, dear baby. It scares me senseless to think that I might lose you before I even meet you.
love,
the infertile turtle who is perhaps the most paranoid Mommy ever
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